i lay awake day dreaming
i cant close my eyes
im afraid to sleep
thats where he haunts me now
if i drift off, im tossing and screaming
arms tied up, no way out now
his body pressed against mine
i cant seem to scream loud enough
does anyone hear my cry for help
i pant for one last breath
then he disappears
perhaps to his own room
smile across his face
oh how evil he was
then id lay in my pool of blood
wait until he crept back for more
was i ever going to be untied?
or would my mother walk in?
would she save me?
i didnt care anymore
because i knew freedome was just a dream
i will never be set free
til death do us part
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wow….
thats some deep shit….
I wish I had someone who would actually care….
I know how you feel on that…
Causes pain and leaves with a smile…
assholes
he causes more than pain. he causes me to be the way i am. insecure, scarred, lost, unforgiving, lonley, and violated
OMG..! Tell us that you used the internet to look for help specific to your hell. Tell us why you cant go to a shelter or foster home while the ‘authorities’ let the monsters know what’s up. I hope you get the nerve to live the happiness you deserve. Hope is not doubt.
uhh no matter how much i try i cant get out. he always fallows me where ever i go/:
I know the pain, I know the insecurities, lost, lonely and feeling ashamed sometimes and those scars even if not visible hurt the most.
Please try to find someone to help you. I don’t really know you but you write very well and I’m happy you have that as an outlet, but please try to find someone somewhere that can help you live a life away from this “monster”. I don’t know where you live to give you information on different shelters that do work and help. Do research and find somewhere else to go so you won’t be hurt no more. I’m here if you need someone to talk to.