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not only do i feel alone but i just want to die everyday and every thing just seems black and white to me i lost my boyfriend of  6 months on and off dating for 3 years with him… he just completed me and made me feel happy now i spend most of my days trying to forget him i try not to think about him but every time i look at my wrist i remember how much i really do care about him… the cuts on my wrist are deep long gashes that took a lot of medical tape to cover… days have passed and the cuts are healing i just keep thinking about how bad it wouldn’t be if i were to die… i just need to feel loved again i feel so empty and hurt  no one has ever hurt me so badly i think about cutting again but when i made the cuts on my wrist it did help but i still think about death… i tried to OD  a few days ago but it only made me sick i feel fine now… just sad… can anyone help me!? can anyone out there talk to me <3