Help?

Legally i can not give you any true answer as to how to kill yourself but what i can say is cutting yourself there will hardly do any good. First very painful also mentally it would be hard to do. But by the looks of it, i see you have so much to live for…i have been through some of the similar things, so much so i actually had to change my schooling to a different time with different people. I was bullied, my ex left me because his friend told him so… I was alone. Depressed and angry and to top it off, my mother didnt care about me. I was the f*** up, was and still am… I felt like nothing was getting better… But in the end, i thought, hey. There could be something out there for me, just around the corner, the perfect guy, the right moment… So I did what i had to do to get by, and to be honest if I would have killed myself, i wouldnt be with my boyfriend now, i wouldnt even be there to have a baby that I so want… I know its hard though but right now i feel like you should just try harder despite the problems… I mean i might not know the hole thing but i just feel this spark….. I am hear to talk too if need be though.