I’ve wanted to kill myself since i was 16, i have tried a few times. i cut my arms open and tried to OD on pain killers but have always been caught before i went. I have always been lonely. I have never had a friend or girlfriend in my life. I can guarantee that no one will ever love me outside my family, and I’m sure that many people would kill even for that, but it just isn’t the same. I feel all the more like worthless crap because of that. I had no reason to want this until recently, but i still did. I am attracted to children in a way that would horrify me if anything could. That desire became over whelming and i did somethings recently i regret and am now on trial for it. I confessed immediately and don’t know what the future holds for me, All I want anymore is to be dead.
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I think you should message me, or we can talk back and fourth on these comments but you can text me to if you want. I don’t know you, or have any impressions of you but my name is Serena and I would like to be your friend and talk to you even if it’s about what you ate for breakfast.
Look, go back in the history and reason my post “try thinking like this” the simple truth is there ARE people who would love you outside of your family.
If you want to talk about sexual impulses i could probably help, i’ve lived with disgusting sexual feelings all my life, so i know how that goes. I don’t think you’re a monster or a freak for whatever you did. We’re only human.
Harming children and anyone is not ok and its not justified, having said that at least you have confessed to what you have done, maybe this way you can get help for your problems properly.