The caving sinking feeling,is back. its back and i cant handle it anymore. they were supposed to get better. they were supposed to be looking up…but im falling back down again, back into the darkness, back into the misery that never ends. And now its back…its like a relapse….and i know this time theres no coming out. i know this time its it. i know this time i wont fail.
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Are you sure that’s what you want? I’m sorry.. I know the sinking feeling. I am wishing you peace
i know this feeling , ive had it today ……….
all day ……
I know that feeling. I’ve had it about a year ago, then it went away and for awhile I was actually happy. Then recently it came back again. I’m just trying to keep on living and I hope that one morning I’ll wake up and see that I’m happy again. Maybe you should too? It can always get better if you try.
The happy times aren’t nearly as sweet, without the dark times. Know that the feeling won’t last forever and as the misery intensifies, know that it will only make your next happy moment feel even more perfect. It takes years of psychological conditioning, but these days, I only allow myself to feel depressed for so long, before I think about how much better it will make my next happy moment. I then grit my teeth and focus on being “down”. Soon after, the depression breaks as I get more and more psyched about the relativity of the change…now I’ve ruined a perfectly good case of depression and my happy moment could’ve been so much better. LOL
Hang in there I know it’s hard and the biggest battle we face in life is the battle with our own emotions :/ it seems impossible sometimes especially when you are surrounded with so much negativity but we gotta stay strong and prove to ourselves that we are not weak we are not worthless we have a reason to be here and I will find it