Everything is me. I dont know why I have to be such a screw up. Everylittle thing I do effects everyone else. Why .? I dont mean it to do that. I hurt my self again. I havent really been on this for a while.. But yea. I beat my self up now.. I’m clean 4 months from cutting and 7 from burning. 2 weeks from trying to beat my self to death. I get bruses everywhere. No one even knows . I lie and say , ” I dont know how it happened. Maybe I just fell.” I just want my life to be better. Or to end so everyone can have a better life. I love my life at times, just not the things that go on. I just hate it. Honestly . I really do. FML.
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If everything you do affects everyone else, that means there are many out there who care about you. That also means that you must have some great qualities. Maybe you just don’t see them, but hang in there and try not to cut or burn. Might I suggest gripping ice cubes in the palms of your hands next time. The “freezer burn” can feel just as intense as cutting or burning with less chance of infection and more importantly, less chance of others noticing.