I don’t know what to do anymore.
I know, my mom won’t care if I was to kill myself.
She’d be relieved to not have a daughter with a bi-polar disorder, serve depression..
Whose going to jail.
Who fucked up her life.
Who has blow outs any minute.
I’m worthless and I’m empty.
After this, I don’t think I can stand tall anymore.
I think I was brought down to low this time.
I hope she will be happy when I’m gone.
I hope she finds a man that will treat her right.
I hope she will be happy.
I hope she will know, I loved her. And always will.
Maybe …..
this is goodbye.