Finding out the one person who finally keeps you cut free and possibly your first love is the person you could never be with. Like you make me feel better, but it’s the you that you show to me. Not the you, you really are. I find out that I don’t ever know you well, you lie, you keep things from me. How can I trust you fully? I hate situations like this.
He allowed me to look at his phone so I decided to check out his pics. I find picture of nude men and him in a womans wig + pics that look a little (no offense!) gay (like a picture a girl would take of her body)? and pictures of his dick(not skin, but definetely some outlines)? and plenty of him doing drugs. Maybe he’s secretly gay? maybe he has a secret girlfriend(or boyfriend, which is okay!), maybe he’s a druggie? Like I just don’t know how to feel other than cut. cut. cut. cut. They one person who made me not feel this way is making me feel really bad right now. Like I wish I could undo it but maybe it’s for the best?
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I did not read your story cause i/m lassy. In England there was a punk band called yhe clsh. Trust there wre class
What youwant to do.