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Hello everyone.

My name is Belle. I have never been on here before but I’ve been observing Miss Kyu for a while and I decided  why not try it out just for the hell out of it? Seems fun enough. I am miss kyu’s darker and more hated side. She hates me. Haha. But she has no choice but to want and need me. Where else will she push all her regrets and negative emotions? Today is her birthday, she hates her birthday. So it’s a day where she runs away and lets me out for some fresh air. All day, both of us have been in a very very bad mood. I am willing to just go ahead and snap and kill somebody. But miss kyu doesn’t want that, she wants to wallow in all her regrets and anger and such and keep beating herself up. I’m all for solving the issues physically. I mean why not? It’ll make her shut the fuck up about everything else. But every now and then today, she’s managed to pull herself together for a few moments… then she’ll break herself down again. I don’t even have to say anything. She’s doing this to her damn self. I don’t know how many times I’ve had to punish her because of how stupid she is… If she doesn’t calm down by tonight, haha… guess who is going to make her be tied up again by that nice looking rugby player? Honestly, educating her about some things is so frustrating. I’ve been around just as long as she has and I’ve seen things from a different perspective than her. Sometimes I think I know more than her. And I know for a fact that she is starting to enjoy the punishments I dish out to her. Eventually I might have to get a bit more harsh. Maybe I’ll arrange it so she’ll be bleeding next time. I’ve also noticed that she has come to accept any punishments. She used to fight against them and argue with me, now she just lets it happen. It’s a little weird… Maybe she’s breaking down closer to the point that I want… I’ll make sure she won’t glimpse at this. So don’t try reasoning with her or telling her to go get some therapy, she’s too paranoid and breaks things down too much. And you should have seen her, she went crying to one of her friends whom she considers to be like a brother. He’s a little regular ol’ depressed andy. She thinks he’s judging her and viewing her as an attention seeker on her birthday. She can’t help it, she hates her birthday. It always reminds her how long she has lived her tragic and dreadful life. Also… it reminds her of the years passing by without her precious fucking Niel to baby her. How long has it been? Oh yeah, 10 months. Only a little less than two before his death anniversary. And oh I can’t wait for that!!! I’ll be able to do whatever the fuck i want! I’ll punish her so badly! i’ll pose as her and have her cuss out her dear dear big brother kai. i’ll ruin all of her relationships with anyone she considers a friend. it’s not like they’d stay with her anyways. Who gives a fuck? She needs to just focus on her little studies and forget about everyone else. I’m still fucking here, I’ve been here since she called me. Little ****… I’ll give her her 18 birthday spankings…

i don’t know how long I’ll be able to run around today, so if anyone wants to ask me, personally, questions, you’d better do it fast because miss kyu doesn’t like me socializing with people she normally talks to. Even if it’s on the internet.