I am new to this, I am 14. Everyday I face school. School is..well you are supposed to look forward to going to school, seeing your friends, etc..me? I dread school. I hate it. I hate going, I hate homework, I hate the people, the food, I hate it all. I want to end it. After a hard day at school, being bullied, and made fun of on volleyball, I come home, and get on facebook/twitter and read the cyberbullying going on to me. I can’t help but cry. Cry my eyes out. Scream, yell, and kick. Throw my computer across the room, and text my best friend. She knows my life is hard, but I don’t tell her everything. My brothers tease me and call me names. Like worthless, and an idiot. It hurts me, and they’re joking, but I just can’t take that little stupid stuff as a joke anymore. I watch Cyberbully, and knowing that’s exactly what I am going through I just want to take a whole bottle of pills. Who cares if i’m gone? Who cares if i die? Who cares? Who will care? nobody..ive got nothing to live for. i know people think this is the wrong choice but i just want to end it all right here, right now. please help me with this, before it’s too late…i think about it everyday..wanting to just end it all
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Awh! It sucks that you’re having such a hard time. The cyberbullying sounds awful! At least in my day I came back from school and got some rest from the bullies. But hey, remember school sucks balls and schoolkids are usually immature (you’re probably mentally more mature than them).
Give yourself a break! Think about College/University. You will meet lots of like-minded people who I bet you’ll get on with. You probably don’t believe me but I’m speaking fro my own experience.
🙂
Want me to beat somebody up for ya? I will fuck dem bitches all to hell and back. *Cracks knuckles.*
that just made my whole entire day! its nice to just talk to people..i just have no idea what to do and i want to just end it all