I find myself at a place where my options are few/limited. I have traveled for the last year and I was a few steps ahead of pursuers (not gonna go into that).
So I am resigned to my fate. When the situation pressents itself I hope I have the time to get to my way out. I never wanted to go like that. Yet its all I have to do it instantly, hopefully it wont hurt.
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I will be sorry when you time comes
one_day, the funny thing is I really don’t have a relationship even ponline here at SP with anyone else.
once our fellow poster’s are not posting do we ever really know if they ended their lives or they just stopped posting ?
I know I was away for about 6 months and when I returned there was at least one poster that didn’t know me from before, yet they were reading some of the archives from last October, November, and December and welcomed me back. Thats one reason I come here, because we bassicall all know the emotions and situations that lead us to this point in life.
I’m not sure how much time I have left, 3 maybe 4 days. Then a knock at the door and thats the time.
It really bites because I don’t want to go. I have been back on some meds that are absolutely working for me, I feel pretty darn good actually. Its just that I will have to chose between enduring many years of a place I don’t want to go, and ending my life so I don’t have to go to this place.
kay sahra sahra, whatever will be will be.
Caucajun anyone specifically you are looking out for? I might be able to find them…. Some of them suicide, some move on and some simply vanish.
The place you don’t want to go… Refresh my memory please… Was it army related?