Finding some way

“I know I don’t say it or show it enough but I care…” I get confused…if they cared then why would they leave me to worry? Or why…do they say they don’t care about anyone?…Do they care or do they not? Do they trust me or do they not? I hate how I get confused, I want to know, I ask them but they give me the same answer every time. “…If I didn’t care would I be here?”