im going crazy these two days. i dont know why. I sent to ***** all of my Loves. Sitting all weekend alone by tv and being a vegetable. Tomorow i totally move out from my city and i will be living totally alone in a small city with no friends. I am going to quit my job at ambulance tomorow totally – i will even delete that one shift.. Somehow im deleting everything and preparing for a new start from 0. I just dont know why. I miss my friends and i miss attention, but somewhy im pulling myself to sadness black and dark period. Is it something from Scorpio?! Will i charge myself with some new energy? I hurted people. Sincerely, i dont wanna see anybody. I would love to lay in a bed with 70 bottles of vodka , cry and sleep a week. WHY?! Is it affect of a Full-Moon?!
Do i feel like this alone!?
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seems like dperession and regret sir, a terrible combination, when your depressed you just never want to do anything you just lie there in bed trying to sleep but are unable to, you don’t eat from just sadnesss alone or you comfort eat, the worst is when your so sad you can’t even shed a tear, the only way to get out of the this funk is to get up and meet people, talk to old friends over the phone and just get some sun on your skin.