i cant do this

my parents seperated when i was six. since then, my mother has been trying to make my life a living hell. i lived with my dad, stepmom and their 3 children until recently, but higher authority decided i need to live with my mother. shes abusive and an alchohol addict. plus her boyfriend abuses me and my brother whenever he ‘feels like it’. we are trapped her for a maximum of two YEARS. i cannot live like this. were not even allowed to contact my dad. nobody will give me any anwers, but they expect me to give them many. my bestfriend left me when i told her i needed somebody to talk too, and turned everybody against me (all my friends.) the people at the new school call me names and push me around. it feels like the only way out. i cannot live like this. it feels like the only way out….