I’m blind.
Being friends with someone is hard when they are blind, depressed, and at times has a temper. But even me, yes, even I, need someone to love.
I had a friend one time, but she’s gone away now and has decided to leave me. It hurts so much that my one true friend is gone, but that’s just life. It really doesn’t help my depression.
But what should I do anymore? 6 days out of 7 I’m hurting, and noone knows because I don’t know who I can tell anymore.
I’ve given up on suicide because I’ve tried it twice and it failed.
I don’t know what to do anymore, and I get it, I get it,
It’s hard to be friends with me. I get that it’s hard to love someone like me, I do.
And yet so many people have it so much harder than I, why do I even wine about my own problems? That’s a question I can’t answer, sorry.
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Are there an groups you can join? Places you might be able to meet new people?
Nah.
Not really.
So are you just totally isolated, live alone?
No,
I got a big family, really big.
But I can’t tell them what’s going on, because I get blamed for it.
People in my life care, but noone knows how I feel.
I recommend if you have health care and the time to seek out groups for depression, might be a good place where you can share how your feeling and possibly even meet some new people.
Trying that, it’s ok.
I’m nearly deaf, and becoming more deaf daily. Losing a sense sucks. It’s also really hard for me to relate to other people, and they don’t understand that I’m lip reading them and guessing what they are saying far more than I’m actually hearing them. I’m dealing with all sorts of isolation due my increasing inability to carry on basic conversations.
I can only imagine that being blind is similar in the sense of isolation, but of course it’s a different sense, so different experiences would apply. If it would help you to talk about it, you’re welcome to message me here.
Best wishes.