I still love her.. Its been several months yet I can’t stop thinking about her, I still talk to her everyday but I just smile and tell her I’m happy for her because I just want her to be happy.. But inside I wanna die.. I still cut myself regularly, think about suicide everyday, and its killing me, I can’t talk to anybody, I’m alone, I have so much self hatred for letting things happen the way they did, for letting her go, she was the only one who got me,, and I let her go,,, when we see each other she pretend not to see me and we walk right past each other.. Like strangers.. 🙁 it kills me to know ill never forget the things she’ll never remember.. I hate life!!!!!
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I’m sorry for what youre going through. Just stop thinking about all the good memories and remember that when you let her go she didn’t come back. But you’ll meet someone who will, some time. Just try and hold out.
I have been there, I still sort of am there. I’m just going to list what made me feel better.
I removed all memories, deleted photos and phone messages, I threw everything they ever gave me off a bridge into a river.
Make sure you get out with your friends and family, get your mind off things.
Talk about them, break down, its okay, let it all out. Cry yourself out if you have to.
Someone new with come along. Its always hard at first.
If it ever gets really tough, just think, ten years time, someone new, maybe kids, living the dream. It will happen, now its just the sticky bit you need to live to get your reward.
Hope this helps.
I know how you feel i let my boyfriend go and i miss him so much but you just have to try and *move now cuz cutting or killing youself aint going to bring her back …
It’s not as easy as we think trust me it sucks sooo much but you’ll get through it