as far as i can remember everyday was and is a stuggle for me. I realised i am i highly sensitive individual that just doesnt fit in as SMOOTH as the rest!
Its clear to me now that its just how i was born, its my nature! I am unique and now i can can proudly say i am proud of it! its amazing that out of all ive been through i can honestly say i wouldnt wanna be anyone else. I have been through immense emotional pain. No my mother/father didnt die no i didnt witness a real tragety. I have suffered MILD abuse but i honeslty dont feel thats to blame why i am the way i am. I am bnow 18 and i am stil living day by day. I have survived 18 brutal years and i will survive if not soon thrive at least a few more! I now realise that the detriments ive been through have only made me a stronger person. If this helps anyone. If not well then i am only just getting it out. maybe i dontg even know what i am sayig but i am typing a mile a minute. I will not let this life ****me over! It created me so it should be able to handle me!.
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I love myself. I always have. I understand people! I get them! it hurts! but i get them even if they dont get me!
Love you all.