I cannot find any words to release my emotion or talk to someone. Suffocated , aching, heavy,hurt. Non words seem to be sufficient in desccribing this so war do i do?
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Have you still got purple hair. That’s usually an ice-breaker. I know what you mean, sometimes it feels like I’m going through the motions without being at all present.
I’ve been in a kind of manic state all day to hide my true feelings but now I feel so full of them and they feel so huge I can do nothing about it. I’ve been feeling so outside myself. You end up saying things out loud and saying what you really want to say in your head.
It’s interesting to here the younger posters experiences to see whether they correspond with my own. I’ve been on a lot of other forums where people post their experiences and surprisingly they are exactly the same so it’s not uncommon.
heavy is a good word.
-don’t hold back words. don’t hold back tears.