I lost my sister 7 years ago the day after Thanksgiving. (I was 12 and she was 16)
Everyday since I feel like the rest of my life I will be lonely.
I’m going to kill myself soon, because I can’t stop missing her. And I know that when I do I will finally get to see her face again.
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Sorry man,that must be hard.Was it suicide?I hope you get through it,as others have but she will always be in your mind
@ Noom No. She was hit by a truck down the road from where I still currently live. I have to pass the “Please Drive Safely” sign that we put up for her almost everyday. I can’t stand being constantly reminded of that day. I hate myself for thinking this, but sometimes I want to go down there and and jump into traffic, just to end it all. I couldn’t because that would kill my parents.
I don’t get all this teenage suicide thing, so all I can write is that, no one really knows what happens _after_. And if you believe in Zombie Jesus, then you should know that suiciders end up in Hell. IIRC it was somewhat “softened” in recent years – suiciders because of depression, THE DEVIL, etc., are send into Purgatory instead.
As for suicide, if you want to end your life, do it yourself, and don’t mess other people life, traumatize them + people sometimes survive being hit, and run over by trains, so not so good suicide method. And if loosing your sister, the emptiness that was left by because of it, is the only thing that makes you want to kill yourself, then you should try to work it through. Maybe with you parents, their loss probably was even greater than yours. Then probably with some professionals.