Depression blows. . .

I’ve just been feeling up and down. I am starting to think I might be a lil bi-polar. I went from having a great day to almost crying because I found out I have 4 missing assignments in my Spanish class, back to a great day after that class was over(5th hour). I’m really stressing out about all of the school work I have been getting, in my Journalism class my teacher gives us assignment after assignment. She gives us a new assignment before anyone finishes the last one. And before we even start the new one she gives us another assignment. In my US History class I can’t get myself to pay attention, my ADD I guess kicks in hard core. I am failing that class, I have a test over all the chapters on Friday (November 2nd) and I can’t even study because I only have 4 of 8 section study guides done, and I’m just to fucking tired to even study for the damn test. My 3rd hour is yearbook and I constantly get yelled at because I can go on photo shoot assignments cuz I have transportation issues and or I have to work. (I work at Taco Bell). 4th hour is okay. And I already talked about my 5th hour. I’m just tired of being tired. I have depression in my family blood line so … I don’t know what to do in my life, or where its going. I mean its Junior year, I should know by now. But I dont have a clue. Insomnia has been kicking in lately too, no matter how tired I am I can’t stop thinking . . . Ugh. This is just what’s on my mind right now…