I ate three normal meals. 
I forced myself not to think about how many calories were burrowing into my body. 
Now I feel sick, disgusting, and fat. 
I have come to like the feeling of empty. 
This recovery thing is not going to work. I. Can’t. Do. It.
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I know how you feel.I fought eating problems before.I was making myself sick and I was so down on my body,but one day,I realized that I couldn’t do it anymore.Now,I’m healthier and enjoying my life more,but I can’t lie.I still have those urges to go without eating or make myself purge,but I always look back at how miserable I was.Don’t go back.You can do this.Wishing you the best
I understand.
You can do it. You just need to distract yourself from it all. Occupy your mind some with somethin else, so you don’t have time to obsess over food.