If only I knew..

Oh how I’d love to die. I really would. To just escape this reality, and “get out of this labyrinth of suffering”, for anyone who has ever read that book. But I wonder, what happens when you die? If there is a hell, I surely don’t want to end up there. I’d rather be on this earth, than be eternally scorched in flames. But if it’s not real, I’d love to die. I wish I knew for sure…