I’m Scared

I’m scared of  loosing you,

I’m scared that you will realise that I’m not interesting,

I’m scared you’ll realise that you don’t love me but that you love the other girl.

I’m scared that one day you’ll wake up and realise that I’m boring and plain,

I’m scared that you’ll want to go further,

I’m scared that if I tell you what I don’t want to, you’ll ask why,

I’m scared of you getting angry when I won’t tell you.

I’m scared of loosing you, because you are the only thing that keeps me sane,

Despite being scared off all these things,

I’m not scared of death and taking my own life because I know that death is the next great adventure.