I came here not to be JUDGED . The whole reason was bc i get hurt and im tierd. Sick of it , by Saturday I will be gone. I know I need to do what’s right .
Please don’t end your life, I’m begging you. Please don’t :'(
I’m here for you if you wanna talk! Email me at sam.kirbymuir1@gmail.com, tell me what’s wrong!
If you still feel like suicide, please phone a hotline! They’ll be able to help you better than I can.
Good luck!
Hey….hey slow down there…i have a lot of things i am worried about at the moment (personal problems) but i see this and i have seen some of your other post, and i am worried that you might do something you will regret, it seems like you just want someone to love you and treat you right, well look, i dont know if you will find what you are looking for here but you will find it eventually. People here have a lot of problems and they are fixated on there own things, thats probably why they judge you or dont pay much attention to you.
Now back to love, Just dont fall for guys that wont treat you right, and look im not even sure if you know what true love is yet, i could be wrong but it doesnt seem like you do, love doesnt just come out of nowhere it grows with the partner you are with, a guy wont love you right away and you wont love a guy right away, love takes time, depending on how much you know about that person and how much time you have spent with that person thats how fast you will fall in love. Love is something beautiful, it truly is, but its not something easy to find. I found the girl i love and well, things are difficult right now, and i respect that she just wants to be friends with me because of the problems she is undergoing, so i understand that i cant pressure her into a relationship right now. I’m going to always be here for her whenever she needs me, and i hope that one day she can finally be in a relationship with me again. I dont know why i just told you a part of my relationship issues, maybe im just trying to show you that when you truly love someone they will do anything for you, so dont settle for a guy that wont treat you right just because you want someones “love” if you do that you are setting yourself up for disaster, possibly an abusive relationship, and you dont want that.
Last thing i wanted to say is that you shouldnt actively seek “love” because you wont find it, like i said before true love will grow on you when you find the right person.
hopefully this helps a little bit,
just enjoy your teenage years while you have them, dont do anything stupid, dont party to hard, and dont look for love, love will find you.
sorry sweetie…no comprendez email…hahaha…I suck at email…sorry.
Would it help if I read through your other posts? What exactly do you need from “us” that you are not getting? All you have to do is ask for what you need eh?
Well honey…that is not what people are seeing. They are seeing a young lady who is dealing with big shit…and not altogether appropriately. It almost seems like you are here looking for a boyfriend. And that concerns me…because there are not so nice types of people everywhere…but especially on sites such as this…where better to troll for victims…but in a site full of victims.
There is no magic pill to take to fix your pain…I am so sorry. You need professional help, a support group at the very least…but you are welcome here…just don’t go looking for someone to treat you nicely here…we don’t even treat ourselves nicely for the most part. People are afraid to touch your issues for the most part…you are dealing with big shit.
How was your state of mind before your father left? Was your state of mind after what caused the breakup with the bf?
Trying to help…but man…I wish you were here…I wish I had some instant answers for you…but life is not like that.
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Please don’t end your life, I’m begging you. Please don’t :'(
I’m here for you if you wanna talk! Email me at sam.kirbymuir1@gmail.com, tell me what’s wrong!
If you still feel like suicide, please phone a hotline! They’ll be able to help you better than I can.
Good luck!
Hey….hey slow down there…i have a lot of things i am worried about at the moment (personal problems) but i see this and i have seen some of your other post, and i am worried that you might do something you will regret, it seems like you just want someone to love you and treat you right, well look, i dont know if you will find what you are looking for here but you will find it eventually. People here have a lot of problems and they are fixated on there own things, thats probably why they judge you or dont pay much attention to you.
Now back to love, Just dont fall for guys that wont treat you right, and look im not even sure if you know what true love is yet, i could be wrong but it doesnt seem like you do, love doesnt just come out of nowhere it grows with the partner you are with, a guy wont love you right away and you wont love a guy right away, love takes time, depending on how much you know about that person and how much time you have spent with that person thats how fast you will fall in love. Love is something beautiful, it truly is, but its not something easy to find. I found the girl i love and well, things are difficult right now, and i respect that she just wants to be friends with me because of the problems she is undergoing, so i understand that i cant pressure her into a relationship right now. I’m going to always be here for her whenever she needs me, and i hope that one day she can finally be in a relationship with me again. I dont know why i just told you a part of my relationship issues, maybe im just trying to show you that when you truly love someone they will do anything for you, so dont settle for a guy that wont treat you right just because you want someones “love” if you do that you are setting yourself up for disaster, possibly an abusive relationship, and you dont want that.
Last thing i wanted to say is that you shouldnt actively seek “love” because you wont find it, like i said before true love will grow on you when you find the right person.
hopefully this helps a little bit,
just enjoy your teenage years while you have them, dont do anything stupid, dont party to hard, and dont look for love, love will find you.
Hey brokenheart15…I’m here and I’m waiting…what would you like me to do?
Amakua
Email me? hneblo@rocketmail.com
sorry sweetie…no comprendez email…hahaha…I suck at email…sorry.
Would it help if I read through your other posts? What exactly do you need from “us” that you are not getting? All you have to do is ask for what you need eh?
Let me know if you want to talk here
Amakua
I want someone to help my heart so I won’t kill myself …
Well honey…that is not what people are seeing. They are seeing a young lady who is dealing with big shit…and not altogether appropriately. It almost seems like you are here looking for a boyfriend. And that concerns me…because there are not so nice types of people everywhere…but especially on sites such as this…where better to troll for victims…but in a site full of victims.
There is no magic pill to take to fix your pain…I am so sorry. You need professional help, a support group at the very least…but you are welcome here…just don’t go looking for someone to treat you nicely here…we don’t even treat ourselves nicely for the most part. People are afraid to touch your issues for the most part…you are dealing with big shit.
How was your state of mind before your father left? Was your state of mind after what caused the breakup with the bf?
Trying to help…but man…I wish you were here…I wish I had some instant answers for you…but life is not like that.
Keep talking
Amakua