I wish I could shoot some cocaine before I die at least one more time, yet I don’t think I have that much time left, maybe tonight, tomorrow, or the next day.
I have even been planning to do some, yet cocaine around phoenix is nothing but crap. Last May I was on a mission, and bought an oz. of coke, tried to rock some up, and nothing, so the cocaine wasn’t cocaine, at least there was very little and the rest cut, what a bummer.
So I came up with a plan. Crack Cocaine by its nature has to have cocaine in it to rock up, so it has to be more pure than what I can get as powder. Yet Crack has many adulterants in it also that have to be removed and it needs to be turned back into hcl (powder cocaine).
There is a well established method for doing so, crack rock is insoluble in water so the process has to change the rock back into coke.
The method is called AB extraction, (acid based) which is used in labs all over the world every single day, of course the chemicals used and the material the extractions are being made with are different.
So I ordered what I needed, some of the chemicasl are here, yet one remains in shipping. I really wanted to do this, as an addict even though I’m clean, I still love the rituals the drug world inherently has within it.
So this isn’t to be, I will have to end my life when the time comes, I thought it would be last night, I give it another 3 or 4 days maybe. If I can make it to next weekend, I will pack up and move again. Yet thats a pipe dream, I am backed into a corner, I will not get an opportunity to shoot really pure cocaine like we got in the 70’s and very early 80’s. I will leave this world clean and sober, I’m not sure what thats worth though.
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Yeah you need to dissolve it in water and sodium bicarbonate then cook it in the microwave.
Oh, you want to revert back to coke… I’m not an expert in that method but it sounds feasible.
Oregon is trailing Stanford 0-7 late in the 2nd quarter. This Stanford defense really is All That.
C’mon Ducks. You’re 10-0. Undefeated. I don’t care if its raining, you’re better than this.
Aaaahh. Touchdown while I was typing this!!!!!
Oregon is on the board. They missed the extra point. Its 7-6 Stanford.
Nobody should ever kill themselves until after football season has ended (in my opinion).
Lucy you are sounding more and more like a crazy philosopher these days but that’s no good to us. We need a crackpot scientist who can help with this science experiment that could change the world forever by converting crack cocaine cack into regular cocaine.
Correction: The score is 7-7 going into halftime. My apologies for disseminating inaccurate information. My attention is divided.
Hi Duke. If I could help with cocaine tips, I would. That’s not my field of expertise. Sorry.
Hi Caucajun. You can usually find good coke at strip clubs. Phoenix has some good ones. Girls are easy there, that’s not a bad place to be this time of year.
yeah loved the distraction Lucy4, it had me smiling, and yes football season all by itself has probably stopped many suicides till after the season, lol.
Duke, it is a proven method, its not an experiment. Just takes a little time and alot of patients, lol, cause as soon as I see the stuff or get it my hands I want to do it. Its called delayed gratification, not doing it untill it completey right. Yet I don’t have that luxury.
Lucy, Phoenix is great right now, its been sooooooooo pleasant the last 8 weeks, its fantastic, my first Fall here in Tempe Az.
Yeah a strip club might be an option, yet I don’t really go to those places, and I would need to be around there often for people to get to know me, trust me etc. I know if I worked there or was a patron, I wouldn’t sell to people I dont’ know. Yet If I had the time I would go there to try and score.
I don’t have all the chemicals yet, still waiting for anhydrous A___tone, have the type of acid I need and everything else, I just love doin shit like that. When I was a teenager, from 13 till 21 we would go and pick magic mushrooms and make the tea and trip, I’ve really probably drank 5 gallons or more during those years, even went to high school tripin on that stuff, lol. it was a reall vacation !
A writer named Hunter S. Thompson committed suicide and he left a suicide note entitled “Football Season is Over”. I personally find that hilarious. I don’t want to go out all gloom and doom with some “Goodbye Cruel World” bullshit note. Fuck that.
Magic Mushrooms. *sigh* I miss the good ole days. An invisible cat once crossed my path, (I was the only person who saw it), one time the wind spoke to me, and another time a homeless guy on acid read my aura while I was tripping on shrooms.
Hallucinogenics are the best.
Wow! This game officially ended with a tied score. Now they’re going into overtime. I’m glad I haven’t run out of beer.
Go Ducks!!!!!
Yeah Lucy4 I’ve seen some really strange stuff, mostly good trips yet there were a few that scared the pants off of me, I was really glad to finally go to sleep, lol.
There is no Off Switch when tripin.
@ caucajun Yes. if something is worth doing, it should be done properly. Maybe you can force extra time like the Ducks.
@ Lucy Hope the Ducks win for you
The Ducks lost. This was an upset weekend. C’est La Vie. 10-1 baby, so it goes. The undefeated streak has ended. I’m going to sleep now. I’m hopefully going to dream about the waitress I met today at the Olive Garden.
Goodnight.
I’m sorry Lucy. I felt the same way when the mighty Zenyatta lost her unbeaten record. It was a sad day in the history of the world. Sleep well Lucy. Hope they do better next week.
Hi guys
Hi. This is a pleasant surprise!
Are you ok?
Yup I’ve made a thread check comments:-)