I promised I wouldn’t come back to this site…or any suicide site. Â But here I am. Â And I don’t really see the point in resisting. Â If I feel like cutting myself senseless, feel like killing myself, isn’t it better to get it out rather than hold it in and suffocate to death? Â Yes I should have kept my promise but I am screaming inside and I don’t think out of all the things I could do, that this is the worst, or the thing that would cut the deepest. Â I just wish this pain would go away forever because I am so sick of it resurfacing and pulling me under over and over again.
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Funny same here I didn’t want to come back here, but I did and the first thing I stumple into is your post. Our circumstances surely differ, but lets virtually shake hands in this ragtag world of strange coincidences.
addendum, because I just read them, your poems rock
oh thank you….i kind of wrote them in a blind haze of “oh god i gotta get this shit out of me” one after the other….but i’m glad you like them!! i’m sorry for whatever situation have you back here. i hope it gets better for you
thanks for your sympathy, this here is a great help sometimes, because after reading a few posts I often say to myself: how can you complain, if the guys here keep on fighting so can you, get your shit together … and surprisingly it works 😉
There’s no shame in coming back to SP.
I’ve been away for a few months. I’m mentally in a better place now, but even now I still feel depressed from time to time. I think SP is a very helpful place to be.
The reason I’m back (and may continue to come back now and then) is because I feel I owe a great deal to SP for keeping me going during the darkest times I’ve ever experieced. I want to try and give something back.
As long as you’re here to express your feelings, that means you’re still here to express them … that’s a good thing. 🙂