compared to others, my life doesn’t suck. my life actually is awesome. but to me, my life is fucking horrible. im a sophomore in highschool, and i dont have a best friend. i dont have someone i can turn to when im upset, or someone that i can hang out with. heck, my only few friends constantly hang out without me. i also cant turn to my parents for when im upset or when i have friend/school troubles. they fucking hate me. they yell at me every 5 minutes, for nothing. they literally think im retarded. today everyone hung out with their friends after school and i was the only one that walked home. i stayed in my room all day today. my parents called me down for lunch, and ate in 5 seconds and left me alone at the table. ignoring me. then my dad and mom walked into my room to say “what are you doing?” then to lecture me on how im stupid. i just dont care anymore. my life seems so easy and fun compared to some kids who have dreadful dreadful lives…but i guess im just fucking melodramatic. id rather be dead right now. if anyone has a gun i could use, hit me up.
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How long has this been going on? If a person has to go through that for years it can really wear you down. It might not seem bad at the time but if it builds up you will eventually snap
I just wanted to let you know that I used to not have any friends in high school. And unlike the other people, I NEVER had a best friend nor was I popular. I was the uncool kid, “an outsider”. Trust me…..things will get better, especially after you graduate from high school. My advice to you would be focusing on school and staying away from bad influences. Also, get involved in your community like volunteer, work, go to church, or learn how to play a musical instrument. Ohhh, one more thing, watch this video and please share to others: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfq_A8nXMsQ.