I haven’t fully accepted my depression, sometimes I’m like “maybe I’m just upset about this or this” or “I just need to do more”, but I think the reason can’t accept it is because to me depression feels like being left behind while everyone else is moving on as silly as that may sound. I feel like more awful than usual, I’m not sure if it has to do with the weather getting colder or the unexpected days off from school but I’ve spent most of my days sleeping curled up in a blanket ,awake with insomnia at night ,and eating a lot of junk food by the time the day ended I feel like I’m wasting my life but I know if I do anything I’ll end up being frustrated and cry.
I’m sorry I feel like I’m annoying people when I post, it’s just that I feel a bit of relief when I let those emotions out I don’t mean to post so much
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Don’t feel bad about posting…I go through and read the post cause it makes me feel better and not so alone just to know that other people think exactly like i do
Life is like a long term investment. If you deposit £50 a week in a savings account you will look at your statement after a few months and it won’t seem like a lot; but if you keep going after a year or two it will grow into an amount you can do something with.
Well consider yourself brave for posting your feelings. All I can manage is responding to others in hopes of helping. I can’t even bring myself to make a post about me.
Wow, you and I have the exact same problem. Everything you wrote feels like I wrote it myself. I feel the same way. So you’re not alone on this at all. Just know that.