After coming home from school, my ride dropped me off at my sisters smoothie shop. There my sister barely talked to me, and barely made any eye contact with me. I tried acting normal and trying to talk to her,but she wouldnt say anything.  I sat at one of the tables ani took out my books to do my homework. My sister said someing and i didnt hear her so i asked her to  repeat it. Then she started to say all this shit about me. She started saying things such as, youre a disgrace, im embarrassed to call you mysister, youre inresponsible,  and you ruin everyones lives?honestlty, if im such a burden , why am i still here?  My own father hasnt even tried to communitcate with me for the past 4 years. But he still calls my brother and my sister and ask how theyare. I havent had a birthday call from him in over 4 years, yet he still calls my sister ad my brother. Whats wrong with me?  Why doesnt my dad love me?  Why do my  older siblings treat me differently? Why am i still here?  My mother is tired of me and wants to send me off with my dad , but not even my ownfather wants me..
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I have the same question my self my am i still here… but let me tell you it WILL GET BETTER. you just have to wait and make the best out of things even when you don’t want too…. I am sorry to hear about your father and how he only calls your brothers and sisters mabey try calling him one day and see why he won’t it couldn’t hurt too try 🙂 and your sister who was being very rude and saying mean things to your face is not okay at all i have an older brother and he and i can say mean things but i will always love each other even when we make the other one feel horrible i may not live with my brother any more we still have issues they may not be like yours but trust me its okay when they say this i know she loves you and if she doesn’t i wouldn’t even call her a sister! she has no right too say those things too you and then not feel bad about it or even make an effort to have a nice time with you…. Hang in there! email me if you’d like: natandjimzy@gmail.com i will try and help as much as i can <3