i told my parents about how i have a girlfriend now… big mistake.,. did not accept it at all.. so what if i like girls and guys?
ugh… worst night ever. and to add to it. my girlfriend dumped me.. so i told my parents for nothing… i tell my friends and theyre all like “you should of waited a month before telling your parents” and im like, wow! cant you just be here for me instead of telling me the things i should of done differently…
i wanted to start being close to my parents.. so i was gunna try.. well im done trying.. my mom said my personal and school life is going down hill. how are they going down hill!!??? so what, i dont get all 90’s. but my grades are still pretty good. and my personal life is just fine, thank you… i do really really want to leave this earth… and well since i live in canada i have school today.. hoping i could talk to my counselor.. nope, shes not here today.. sadly.. so i have no one… i got new blades.. and new lighters.. im thinking about cutting “not good enough” into my leg or hip ot something tonight. hopefully i dont fuck that up too…
…..RawrImaTurtle….