Emotionally unstable.

It’s becoming worst as the days painfully past by, remember when I could fake a smile? When I could act happy? When I could be near people I don’t feel comfortable near or I could be in big crowds and deal with it? I can’t even do that anymore. I’ve isolated myself to the point where I won’t talk to anyone unless they talk to me first, to where if I don’t know you all I’ll say is hi. It’s gotten to the point where I can’t even be near people, I’m too emotionally unstable; I’ll either get annoyed and really pissed of at every little thing everyone does, or I’ll become emotionless until the point where I break and cry, or I’ll just start balling silently when everyone keeps asking what’s wrong when nothings every gone right. Right now I never knew how loud silence could actually be, its one of my loud cries for help but no one sees that.