I will always love you.
I will always be attracted you.
But now I KNOW… that you will never feel the same way back.
And I think I can accept it all now.
This may be a lame epiphony, but if you really knew.. this really is actually a big deal.
Im not happy that we will never be together again… but I understand now what things are going to be like.
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i’m really proud of you
I know what it’s like to lose someone you love. 🙁 We were never really together so-to-speak anyway, but I still miss them. I understand why people end up wanting to die over these things, it’s horrible, if love was the only thing someone was holding onto, then I can see why they’d want to go. I’m sorry Abselom, I understand at least a portion of your loss.
i’m really proud of you too! i hope the hurt goes away soon for you.
does the hurt ever really go away? no. it just dulls, fades and get tucked away for the time being. it comes back out when something causes it to do so.. and that for me will be happening soon, and will be happening everyday. that is until i teach myself how to keep it dull and faded away and tucked away even though i will see him everyday. oh well