Hanging by a thread.

I am hanging on too life by a thread, I am doing the best I can to stay here. It’s a challenge just too keep on going. I have so many reasons too stay here but I have just as many reasons too go as well. I am not seeing the light and nothing is getting better. Ever sense I got here to Arizona I have been very emotional and I have gotten very depressed…. all of my emotions and stress has hit me in the face and I am feeling so lifeless. There really isn’t much more I want too do anymore. My motivation for living is pretty much based off of the few people who want me here…..