I’m having a difficult time caring about anything anymore. Im angry at everything and want weed all the time just to sit and not give a fuck everytime i get smoke i make the mistake of sharing and then the fucks dont get me back so im always pissed at people and myself for that matter i have noone to trust and have no family and i still live right by them in the same city i did nothing wrong they just hate me for no fucking reason other than to not give a fuck about me i havent been this suicidal in a long ass time and im not even sure if i want to act on it anymore but fuck it would be so nice to shoot my fucking head off right now. the only thing that would save me is a hot chick that loved me for whatever i want to do and be and didn’t hurt me ever when will that ever happen huh fuck this world i fuckin hate it and all the fucks on it seriously im glad i registered here there isnt anywhere else i can type this and let it out peace
7:35pm
12/27/12
I keep thinking, “I’ll just be ending my life anyways” prior to doing things… o. o
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in all due respect. a woman doesn’t pop from nowhere and be forever in love with you. drop the weed dude. get some heroin and sell it. buy some back and resell it. and so on and so on. chicks will pay to get on their knees and swallow your dick whole. they’ll be attached to what you have but hey, no complaints from me lolllllll now i can smoke weed all day and get richer every minute. well until i stabbed myself in the stomach with a samurai sword and woke up in a hospital 9 days later …