I’m broken and alone. Told my whole life that I’m not worth anything. I know I’m worthless. Not good enough no matter what I do. But I’m so alone. I’ll never be whole.
I can’t be without you so how can I live?
You don’t love me anymore, so it’s my life i’ll give..
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Woah hold on!
Who says you’re worthless?
Would you mind sharing your story? If you don’t mind, I’m ready to listen.
Being alone can be difficult sometimes but it can also be good… especially for meditation.
I don’t know if you’ve ever tried this but it really helps me calm down or recover from my low moments.
See if it helps you:
1) find somewhere comfortable and quiet where you can sit down in a vajra position (like the Buddha)
2) close your eyes and focus on what you see with your closed eyes. Stop your imagination. Just look at the blackness… and focus on thinking “nothing”. Take slow deep breaths as you’re concentrating.
3) Carry on for approximately 15 mins, and open your eyes slowly.
You SHOULD feel refreshed afterwards.
Let me know how it goes (if you’re going to try it)! 🙂
I recently got out of a horribly abusive relationship. I loved him so much. I wish I could just move on. You’d think that how much he hurt me would show me why HE’S not worth it. But all my mind can think about is the good times. It took so much strength to leave him. Now he says he’s with someone else. he told me he’s happier these past two weeks than he ever was with me. that’s how I know I’m not good enough..
Thank you I’ll try anything right now. I’m so broken and alone I don’t know how ill make it through the day.. but part of me still wants to be here and that’s the small thread keeping me alive..
everyone just keeps telling me the same thing when I reach out.. YOU choose your happiness, YOU are in control of your life and emotions and blahblahblah.. I used to agree but thats simply not an option anymore. It took so much strength to get out of that tumultuous relationship.. I thought that when I did, I would be on the path to a new better life.. Now I’m 3 states away alone, isolated and watching from the side as everyone I left behind lives a better life without me.. I still love him and at times I feel being with him and being physically hurt would be much, much better than this hurt in my heart and soul.. What did I give up? I must have been stupid.. Please don’t mind my rants I need to get some of this stuff or I fear ill make s stupid decision that I cant ever take back…
That’s why people say love is bitter… it’s irrational… it’s blind.
And when you fall in love, you can be as irrational and just as blind…
Believe me, you can become more powerful and stronger without him.
There may not be faster ways to pull yourself out of the sadness… but trying to see your situation from a third person’s perspective every now and then may help… and if you manage to do it, gradually you’ll realise the one who is not good enough is him and he does not know what he is and should be missing.