Well, There was a boy and a girl, they’ve met once before about 6 years ago now, I believe, anyway they had lost contacted until last year when their friends had  told them about each other. Now, they started talking , and talking they both knew what they have been through and they both knew how they felt, if one was not happy the other one wasn’t well it toke a few months until they started dating, but when they dated, man were they cute, they did have there ups and downs but they go through it, until he had to move, his dad had died and his grandparents so he had to move somewhere far, they didn’t see each other for so long, and eventually they started to have bigger fights, and one night October 21st they got into a big fight saying to each other to never talk to one another again, that night little did she know those words killed him inside, and with everything that went on in his life, hurt him, he hung himself that night.
She didn’t know he had, so in the morning she inboxed him, telling him how much he meant to her and how she loved him so, she got no replies..
hours later, she got a text from a friend who lived with him saying that, the night before he killed himself.. she died inside, she blamed herself for months she still does till this day, I know she want’s him back and she would do anything to have him back, he was the best thing that was hers.
did i mention, that boy was the love of my life.
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Hello Jayjingle,
Sorry to hear of your loss…that just sucks bad. But…the love of my life? Are you an old woman like me? I didn’t find the ‘love of my life” until I was 36. I thought I had many times before…even been married a few times…but nope…so there could be someone else out there for you. I understand that you are grieving and don’t wish to minimize that…but just wanted to let you know that you shouldn’t surrender to it. Hurting yourself will make nothing better for anyone eh?
And quit blaming yourself for his decision…IT WAS HIS DECISION…and you have to wish him peace and let him move on as well…eventually. Now we’re into the oogedy boogedy realm…but yeah…time will take the sting out…but we never forget.
Wishing you Peace and Healing
Amakua