i don’t know what to say. i loved her.she was my life.she was always more than a girlfriend for me.i cannot imagine my life without her.actually it does not exist. i have had suicidal tendencies from quite a some time.i don’t know i have tried also but i have failed.she doesn’t care about me.she left me for another boy.she compared me with him and she left me.i can’t believe this.for how many days i have to cry. i just don’t know how to live without her.i don’t know.she was my soul.she was life.i want to die if she is not with me.please i don’t want this life.it sucks.i just cannot stop thinking about her.even in my dreams i was not able to think about a life without her.please god bring her back.
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all of my girlfriends have left me, it’s just what they do… I’m sorry you have to experience this :/
brother she was my life.she was not a normal girlfriend.i don’t know how to explain.it’s just that i don’t know how to live without her..
It’s rough. I know. Having someone break your heart by leaving you for some else is heart shattering. I have experienced what you are going through with guys. I’m going through it for the one millionth time right now. Please make it through this 🙂 Im always here to talk.
i am in a very bad depression.everything seems to be so much negative.please can you tell me is there any medicine for depression
I destroyed my life over losing my first love, don’t be like me, she was able to torment me until she finally passed away… It’s better to experience this when you think your ready… maybe its temporary maybe it’s not… i strongly suggest you do not fall into a cycle over the same girl since once you feel whole again another girl will warm up to you… the more you let her torment you the less chance you have at love while shes going about hers… she really doesn’t know how you feel… it’s something we have to except … sometimes it’s a mistake that you broke up and a lot of times the damage is done and you have to move on…
the worst thing is that she left me for someone else..i don’t know.i can’t go to someone else..
i do know how you express severe sympathy for her life… but she has a will of her own and a lot of times the more you try the more they resist… if your able to talk to other girls you will figure all of this out.. many people go through this… or at best you may need time alone just to figure out what your dealing with first… I did not know how to live without mine… I would never relive any of it… you can be happier waiting for another I think your experiencing losing someone that was your first comfortable experience with… may be time to man up and ride on into sunset…
she was never really yours… so sorry for you to find this out… if she was warning you about how if you did something wrong she was gone you have to realize she was well prepared even then to tell you off sir that was your time to walk then too
they are tricky ones they will break your heart for days and you can like it or leave it
will she never come back to me..
your gonna need to stand on your own until you meet a new one… I’ve had to learn how and i wish i had learned this a long time ago
your gonna need to stand on your own until you meet a new one… I’ve had to learn how and i wish i had learned this a long time ago
don’t think about it very much and find something has a building block effect to it so that you can check mark small advances in time with results you’ll be okay 🙂 books are good too 🙂
what books…???
i’m not sure if she will come back to you… it really depends on the scenario and i like history books 🙂
i am in a very bad depressed state.i just want to know is there any medicine foe depression which can help me or reduce my pain..
I tried to kill myself 6 times after my boyfriend of two years left me. No one could possibly understand how much I loved him, well..love him. He hates me now. I take Celexa 50 mg for depression, but it doesn’t mask the pain. Nothing fixes the pain of a broken heart.. </3
I joined this site about.. Umm.. 3? Maybe even 4 weeks ago. And I was in EXACTLY the same situation you are in at the moment. I lost the love of my life – that’s what I thought at first. She also started going out with another dude. But as time goes by you’re going to realize that she was NOT the one. I know that this is a thought hard to accept. For me, it was even painful to accept. But I accepted it. And so will you. I know what it’s like to feel like she was more than a “normal” girlfriend. Hell. I was with her for 3 years. I had all my future plans made up already, which included HER in EVERY aspect of my future life. And with a blink of an eye – it was all washed away. Once the heartbroken feeling has left, it’s going to get easier. Trust me. And just let the tears flow, don’t be ashamed of them. Also, I had some pills that calmed me down and allowed me to sleep at night. The anxiety is the worst feeling.. I’m still sometimes taking them because I’m yet to make a “full recovery”, it’s only been a few weeks for me.
I wish you the best – you will recover – the only thing you’re going to need is TIME.
ronal007,
Sorry kid, everyone told you basically what’s up, I still remember it happing to me when I was young I thought that was it! I was wrong! It’s happened many times after that! And I was the one that was the dick later on! So…………………. Don’t worry you will get your chance again and again and again, you don’t realize it yet but it’s a good thing, you need to experience a little bit of this and a little bit of that, before you settle down.
I am in the same position as you.. but flipped around. I left my fiancee of 5 years not for another man (there is no other man for me) but because he was abusive and I thought leaving him was the best thing. I don’t know what to tell you other than I know exactly how you feel.. as it seems so many others on here do as well.
do whatever you can to keep your mind off of her or you will just drown.. it’s not easy and there is no quick fix to curing depression. even with meds I can’t get my mind off him but I suppose its what I deserve for leaving him.
stay strong. were all here for you and I have found much comfort from this site.. <3
might have to let it wear off i usually recommend sleeping it off with some water and a clean pile of laundry, i would really hope people give you time for that
the depression i mean i was tormented by that fact but i managed to finally fall asleep each night
er whenever it is i sleep idk anymore
is it just me or why does my math teachers name have to be K Lemons
you will be okay without medicine try very hard not to think about her anymore, she just hurt you and you are still as good as you were before treat yourself to some skittles and a soda just try and get outside and see the light instead of staying inside if you cant sleep then you must get up lol
i don’t know.she has taken away all the happiness from my life.my headache is increasing everyday…it was that from the past 6 months she was with some other guy.i hate myself while i say all these things.she was god for me..
Hi, i feel your pain. I too have lost someone who to me was my gf, soulmate, best friend, life partner etc etc.
She left me because, she said she cant stand the way i behave when we fight. Fair enough i say. It came unexpected.
Feeling depressed myself. Feeling very lonely.
But, you have to remind yourself; how could this person love you when they can leave you to be miserablein life. It was never love for her. Just emotion.
I know it feels like shit to accept, that she probably never loved you. But accepting the truth, helps in the long run.
The simple fact and question is… “would you leave that person in the state she has left you in?” No you would not, because you did love and care. There is your answer.
Dont feel scared you feel sad. Life is about believing and fighting.
Regards Jay
if it makes you feel better I’m only alive because I wouldn’t see my mother live without me
sometimes I wish I didn’t have a family for I can just get the fuck out of this world man so worthless, is hard to just live. is harder to live lonley