For those who’ve kept up with my post. I almost cut last night but chose to make this video about self harm. The pictures are of my self harm they are graphic so if your easily triggered please dont watch.
Leave your comments on the video do you like it?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KH0xxe3Kra0&feature=youtu.be
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http://www.youtube.com/user/BrooklynBoxx?feature=mhee if it doesnt work go to my channel to see the orginal video.. its not showing the full thing on my computer
I see it. what can someone like me do to help you?
what do you mean
I love it
Thank you
I watched them very nice work, stop cutting beautiful I know I don’t understand.
I mean is it possible for me to help you? I see your pain, I read your pain, and now I’ve watched your pain. is it possible for a stranger like me to help you?
this is how i feel.. i love it <33
I dont say its impossible but fair warning its not gonna be easy.
Rocketman im trying its not as easy as it sounds..
Kissorsell thank you
Loved it! Awesome job!
thanks
Im impressed that you were able to do this to distract yourself. Thats not easy.
beyond popular belief i hate cutting I hate it more then anything. Why i made the first cut… ill never know.. its along story. I was mad at a teacher, at daycare she grabbed my hand on the door knob when i tried to leave the class… it hurt.. and their were NO marks to prove it. So i went into the bathroom with safty scissors.. and cut in the places it hurt on my hand. I didnt even continue with the argument. I didnt feel so angry anymore.. I started picking at scabs on my body.. when ever i felt anxious. To a point i would claw my own skin.. i was only 8.. It continued for years till i found out about cutting. I remembered back when i was 7. I tried it again.. the same relieve.. i was hooked. I only made this connection a year ago. When talking to a therapist about ” why” i started to cut.
I’ve made collages, drawings, paintings, wrote poems, watched funny videos, ran, put icecubes on my wrist ( gave my self frost bite.. so i had to stop), snapping rubber bands ( bruising the doctor didnt like that either) writing, suicide project, and now my videos. The bad thing is , when it stops working its hard to return to it so i have to find a new coping skill.. and its hard.. cause im slowly running out of options. The only one that sticks is cutting.. i wish i could quit.
absolutely beautiful <3