So Much Potential

I know exactly how you feel. Hehe, I’m only 16 and I’ve already predicted I’m gonnah fail my college course (college over here in England is like the second half of American high-school [i think] if you didn’t know).
The thing to remember is potential isn’t a universal thing. Potential in music doesn’t translate into the potential for physics. So, you need to figure out what you can actually do and then go out and do it.
Fighting to live. Yep. We all lose in the end, so why bother right now hmm? I get where you’re coming from but it’s not the most helpful way of thinking. Besides, you ever read the northern lights trilogy? What would you do, if you can across those harpys? Tell them how you gave up on life right in the prime of it?
Now i absolutely hate using the idea of an afterlife to manipulate peoples thoughts, so what, if anything, would you be able to say, that the world could remember you by? And don’t set your ideas of remembering to “cure cancer” or some ridiculous level, because that never works (Ever seen the bucket list?).