That Night

As I sit in a room by myself I cant help but think of what happened that night. Begging for you not to over and over again. but you insisted. I was scared all along but suddenly my fear became reality. I was trying not to scream  so your family wouldn’t wake up. It hurt. you knew it. I cried and cried laying there feeling like trashy. I still do. I feel gross and am still scared. I wish it didn’t happen, but it did.