as i lay i close my eyes to have this dream
about my life
they came to visit
and they said
they had come for me
they told me i couldnt leave
they told me i have to stay
they told me ill be around forever
they told me i couldnt wake…
so until this day
their world ill stay
morning
night
i stay awake the insomnias getting to me
its taking its toll im seeing them every where
i think theyve crowned me king
or am i dreaming am i living in the looney bin
the worlds so vivid its shutting me off
they told me ill live for eternity
i cant take this anymore
the anxietys getting to me
im seeing double or are they multiplying
i think im in trouble
there playing thier games
the voices hitting the insides of my head as loud as steam trains
please take this away
alcohol remove my pain
someone please shoot me in the brain