I did it. I told him I did it. I didn’t just ‘leave him a message’ on Skype. I got up, called his ass at 2 am and spoke quietly.
“Hello?”
“……………………..”
“Hello? Domino, babe?”
“……………….. I told you I’d do it..”
“Do what?.. Domino are you okay?”
“I told you I’d do it. I’d–“
“Domino, did you have to call now?.. It’s 2 am…”
“…. I’d thought I’d be safe from it all..”
“… Safe from what?”
“The thoughts.. the paranoia, the facts, everything.”
“.. Domino is someone with you in the house?..”
“……………… Just me, mi amor.”
“Domino?”
“Hm?..”
“How old am I?”
“[protection purposes, I’m not putting what I said, but I was right.]”
“Okay, so you are up, good…. Domino, what did you do. You told me you did it, told me that you’d do it. What did you do?”
“… Simply put, I told you I’d take a million blades to my skin. And I did..” I lightly giggle.
“Domino?!! Hold on hold on! What the hell do you mean?! DOMINO!!….”
“……………………………………………………………………………………..”
“DOMINOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
I lift my eyes open. There’s two black holes staring back at me. A dark blue nose, and a small smile. I sigh and hug my teddy close. “Five.. What would you if your dream involved death for your love?” … there was silence publicly, but in my head I could hear him go on and on about his answer. “… I see.” Look at the clock, it’s 4 am. “.. Well wasting one hour wouldn’t hurt.” And with that I get up for take a shower, to start my long day of school.
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