I was just reading through the posts from yesterday and today. It is clear that you are a very caring person with an unusual balance of perspective and feeling.
I will keep posting music if it helps make people feel less alone. I’m here to help if anyone needs me. Thank you for the comments 🙂
Here’s my aim: scarsonherwrists@aim.com
VernAlex,
Why do you say unusual? I’ve been suicidal for about five years, and I’ve dealt with suicide and death quite often in my lifetime. I’ve had panic attacks since I was about fifteen years old, and I had a boyfriend who threatened to commit suicide if I left him, along with talking another friend out of suicide. Sadly, I did lose my best friend to it. I miss her every day. I know how it feels to want to die. After she died, I wanted to give up too. Sometimes I still do. But I want to help all of you on here as best as I can.
People tend to think that no one will care if they die, but I am living proof against that thought.
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Molly,
I was just reading through the posts from yesterday and today. It is clear that you are a very caring person with an unusual balance of perspective and feeling.
I really enjoyed listening to this. Just thinking of the rest of you also listening to this at the same time I am makes me feel less alone…
Beautiful and terribly sad. I like that kind of thing, but it’s hard to listen to because of the way it affects my mood.
I will keep posting music if it helps make people feel less alone. I’m here to help if anyone needs me. Thank you for the comments 🙂
Here’s my aim: scarsonherwrists@aim.com
VernAlex,
Why do you say unusual? I’ve been suicidal for about five years, and I’ve dealt with suicide and death quite often in my lifetime. I’ve had panic attacks since I was about fifteen years old, and I had a boyfriend who threatened to commit suicide if I left him, along with talking another friend out of suicide. Sadly, I did lose my best friend to it. I miss her every day. I know how it feels to want to die. After she died, I wanted to give up too. Sometimes I still do. But I want to help all of you on here as best as I can.
People tend to think that no one will care if they die, but I am living proof against that thought.