i will end

i was once in that very same position
i had an abusive girlfriend who treated me shit – she left me in the end for another guy
i went through a long depressed phase of “thats that! no ones ever going too love me like she did! whats the point in carrying on when it wont get better than this!?”
i cried and i cut myself, i had a few failed suicide attempts and all the while, hoping that some of this news would get back to her and she would feel terrible!
well, the news did get too her, but she didn’t care
now – 3 years later – i’m over her – i still hold the scars – and i am still hurt – but that is life, i am still unhappy – but i am living, and i am looking for a woman that will treat me right! and not like a pawn! and i suggest you do the same my friend
escape for a bit, stay with friends or family a good distance from her, get some time to yourself
if anyone is to treat you badly, no matter who they are – friends, family, loved ones then move away from them, because you won’t feel better with the shadows of the past beating down on your back