I honestly have no idea how to work this site, but truth is when I was little my dad tried to kill me and ended up in prison and beat my mom multiple times in front of me. Along with that I’ve been rejected my whole life because I’m quieter then other people. Then of course I fall in love being stupid and stuff so when that happened he was SO in love with another girl and never ceased to let me forget and left me inthe dust. So now I have anorexia, I cut, major depression, and have had suicide attempts. I know IsSound like a pathetic excuse for a person but right now I’m just letting everything out.
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It is so ok to let it out here. I can relate to not fitting in case I’m quiet with people I don’t know. Hang in there; life is change. It never stays the same. I can’t promise it will be better, but it will be different. For me, I just want to find someone who loves me problems and all. I’m losing hope on that one. But give it a chance and come here whenever you need to. Peace.
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I’m so sorry to hear that your dad tried to kill you when you were younger. He should be in jail. The person who is supposed to protect you tried to harm you. But you’re only 14; you’re still young and you can overcome your difficult childhood. Please don’t give up.
To 1monique: To me…you sound like a wonderful person who’s been hurt very badly… 🙁 I…I don’t even know what to say about your dad–I’m just completely lost for words…
To Lost Margaret: “I just want to find someone who loves me problems and all.” I was going to volunteer myself as a friend, but…is that you’re looking for?
No no! You so need to let your feelings out! Damn the dickhead who did this to you though! And damn the other dickheads who find entertainment in rejecting yoou because you’re a quiet person. Damn them. And bless you for sticking it out despite all your crap. Is there someone who could help you with your depression and anorexia? If not I feel badd for you… Nothing else I can say other than I hope life gets better for you… I don’t believe in hope anymore but I do believe on myself. I hope you believe in yourself too.
I agree with BlackLight915. That should NOT have happened to you. You were a small being of innocence as a kid. Innocence should NOT be punished. Because the innocent have done nothing wrong! You sound like a teen who’s been to hell and back, then to hell and back again. And I’m deeply sorry for all the wrong hands given to you.
But achieving the dream of freedom does not happen easily. You must believe in yourself, not care what others think, say, or do. If some can help you and bump you up closer to your goal, great! If not, just leave them in the dust for a change. The people here believe in you, for a start. We’re here to help.