I keep having sudden rage
I want to stab myself
I screwed up so bad
A few months ago i met a girl and didn’t have a condom and I think she gave me something
I’ve made this mistake so many times because I’m always drunk
This time It didn’t end up so good
I can’t tell anyone and there is no reason for me to be acting this way
i cant stop thinking about how bad i want to end my life
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Hello. I’m Felipe from Brazil.
I’m reading your older posts to know you better.
I’ve read your older posts. I have to say that I like the way you write…
My school already started, and I haven’t slept yet today…
Have no brothers. Must be very hard can’t count with him… But don’t push yourself so hard for his bad choices…
I believe that exists that girl for whole life. That accept us the way we are, since she sees we’re commited to her.
You know, drinking is a way from scaping from reality. But unlike other things that distract us in a healthy way, it creates a strong chemical dependence. Something in your life must encouraged your first step to alcohool dependence but now it could be the problem itself, the one that is draining your energy.
Have you considered getting professional help with it?
I’m sorry for all that you’ve been passing. I really hope things get better for you.
Never give up fighting!
So what exactly did she give you? Are you going to find out? Most sexually transmitted infection are treatable with anti-biotics, provided that you are not resistant to the anti-biotics already.
And come to think of it, I wonder if it is so bad to get HIV. I mean we all die one way or another. If not dying by nature cause or suicidal cause, something gotta give to help speed up the process right?
I am not advocating suicide at all, but if I can escape a little bit sooner naturally….
Anyway, hope you get well soon.
Oh… I’m sorry I thought she gave you something to drink when I first read. Did you figure out what it is yet?