Ok heres my story. By the way im very straight forward on what I’m saying, I won’t embellish anything or make it sound harsher or simpler than what it is or at least I’ll try. Actually I’ll make it sound much simpler than what it is…
My online boyfriend of 2 years (you may think this is not real love… yeah maybe it wasn’t for him, it was just a joke… playing with someone’s life what an asshole!). Yeah online but fuck, you can write it down I truly loved him and he really is killing me.
So back to the story… We had many common friends. We had this one friend I trusted a lot of things, she was a fake friend and a snake (you know? the type that crawl slowly and softly up your leg and when you notice it its already strangling you…).  She then used everything against me to get him. So there you go, I trusted her and when I most needed her what does she do? She gets the knife I just handed to her and stabs my back. Decided to tell him about my mistakes. And shes so unsparing she does everything behind my back without feeling one bit of regret or guilt. She pretends to be that sweet, nice poor unprotected  girl, such a victim to life (I bet never nothing happened to her, she just has a huge imagination) and so loving (always saying “i love you, i love you, i love you” all the time…) that any men will fall for her, and he fell. Im sorry to all men here but Men you really are so weak!
So anyway, he never wanted me to go visit him but she went and they’re together, they have been for 2 months now! I’m so full of rage I wanted to kill them both, then me. Obviously that’s impossible so I have to hang on in there and feel worthless until I find a way of finishing this shit life of mine. Because people disgust me to the deepest of my insides, Humanity makes me sick to my guts. I cant live to see one more BS on my life. I really didn’t deserve this. I HAD ENOUGH!
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So……you wanna kill yourself over a guy you only met online? Is there anything else that’s bothering you?
Not that your feelings weren’t real but online can’t compare to real life – you learnt this the hard way. Because your friend went to meet him and of course he chose the real thing over online! So my advice to you is to spend less time on the Internet and more time in the real world.
Also for future reference, if he didn’t want you to go meet him, that says he’s not that into you so you should have just dumped him then and there
Yeah thats just the bottom line… Fed up takes some working out, right?
thats all so easy to say…