omg im back to it again. im really bad again. i seeked help and got it for a time. last aug i spent two times in the hospital due to attempts then got better for a short time. im thirty three yrs old and cant do it anymore. last oct i was raped and due to that rape im now four and half months preg. this has been my biggest desire… not to be raped but to have a ababy. but i still want to die. i dont want to look at what ive wanted most and remember the worst night of my life. im having anxiety attacks like crazy and cant take this.tonite i hung a noose and believe by the end of the night i will be using it.
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Please don’t.!!!!!! Please please
Please don’t hang yourself hon. I’m so sorry that you were raped that night, but sometimes, something good can come from something horrible. Your desire was to become a mother and God granted your wish, though it wasn’t the way that you had intended. (No one asks to be raped). Don’t think of your baby as the child of the guy who raped you. Your baby is an innocent soul, who just happened to be conceived during a horrible moment.