Ending a relationship is a dying and letting go hurts
It’s important to mourn our losses so that we don’t become our loss and lost.
“Did he understand, as those interminable minutes ticked by, that being alone is not the same as being lonely? That being alone is a neutral state… something that exists only in the mind, not in the world, and, like a virus, is unable to survive without a willing host?â€
― Garth Stein, The Art of Racing in the Rain
If I’m feeling ‘happy’ or positive, my motivation to kill myself (without pain) only gets bigger, but does not interfere with my ‘happy’ or positive emotion/state, logically/rationally I just need to do it, without the situation I’m in right now I will not survive and certainly not thrive, If I don’t kill myself, I will die horrible, I just want to kill myself to prevent pain, and horror.
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cant do this any more
Ending a relationship is a dying and letting go hurts
It’s important to mourn our losses so that we don’t become our loss and lost.
“Did he understand, as those interminable minutes ticked by, that being alone is not the same as being lonely? That being alone is a neutral state… something that exists only in the mind, not in the world, and, like a virus, is unable to survive without a willing host?â€
― Garth Stein, The Art of Racing in the Rain
I wish words would take the pain away
I can’t relate to the relationship part, but certainly to your wish to die.
If I’m feeling ‘happy’ or positive, my motivation to kill myself (without pain) only gets bigger, but does not interfere with my ‘happy’ or positive emotion/state, logically/rationally I just need to do it, without the situation I’m in right now I will not survive and certainly not thrive, If I don’t kill myself, I will die horrible, I just want to kill myself to prevent pain, and horror.