I have resented my breath since before I can remember, and every morning that I survive I, and everyone that has come to know me regrets my existence.
I battle with extreme thoughts of suicide hourly, and suicidal tendencies that accompany those that thinking are just making me number to each day. I am struggling, and I cannot break free. I just want to stop. I just want to be done. I feel no happiness in life…and I need help.
The problem is, I have no medical insurance to admit myself into a hospital. I need something to change. I feel like that is the only way…but I can’t physically afford it.
Does anyone else know any options so that I could get some depression medication, and maybe go to a clinic? I am walled up in medical debt, and I don’t want to go there…I just don’t know what to do. I want to love life, I just can’t…:(